yuuuuuuum. prailine ice cream is especially good with whipped cream. 2 days ago, the big day came down upon us and boy was it a cute one. muaha. it was mariel's cah till lee on. waltz made me laugh along with the audience. dancing dancing after was great with maria. we "repeated it" and "made it constant". haha. only maria knows. neener.

next day i headed over to seacliff beayach with eillen and janice. there ended up being 20 something bellarmine boys and few nd girls. highlights: tackle football, eillen wrestling heather, janice's charging bull, "wading", tanning interrupted by some unexpected high tides, burying eillen with an added bonus of a trillion cup sizes made of SAND...yes madonna right there, making repetitive tahitian/porn/house beats on the conga drum with jan ice ice baby and alex, heather's crazy food phrases. twas a fullfilling summer DAY. i came home and saw how red my face and chest was. and today i am feeling like a fried banana. i shall go to apply some aloe after sun lotion.

oh wow. our computer is slow. hahah it took about 5 minutes to get this window to open up. how wonderful is that...all that precious time in the gutttttttter. but anyway, how's life been treatin' me? life has been slowing the hands on the cloccccck. everything is going in slow motion...but its alright. i've been spending time with the parentals lately. practically spent about 3 days in a row with them. 3 days during which i've actually gone somewhere with them and not just being in their presence at HOME. yes it was joyous during the beginning of the 3 days when i would be showered graciously with whatever i wanted....well mostly (im not spoiled), but by now i'm kind of tired of my dad's corny corny humor...

ALTHOUGH, yesterday i spent some time with mariiiiiia and mariel. bored out of our minds, we laughed at the smallest things. haha "...sense-making". thanks to maria for the goood food.

annnd whats going on tomorrow? i don't know. i'll see. ahhhhh i need  people to go on the vip list for backbeat this sunday the 6th. b-syde, an all girl dance group is performing. im me or tell me somehow if u want to go. yeah?!?!

it's about time that i type in this. summer's been relaxing/boring/tiring/overwhelming. yes all of the above. relaxing because i finally regain the long lost REM sleep that was not present during school time. tiring because of trying to work out everyday and YAY i went rollerblading today in the hills. boring because some of my days are filled with bouts of the sayings, "what to do now?", "i wish i had my own car", "wish i could DRIVE at night", etc. the list goes on and on. back to the program, and my summer's been overwhelming from TRYING to understand the college catalog and trying to organize my classes and guessing what i classes need to take. ahhh its a mess. i guess summer involves all of the emotions and states of mind...but to the extremes. bored outta my mind. tired as hell. so in love...SIKE. haha love. love me love me say that u love me. haha. SUMMER o summer. i lost my train of thought..gotta jet.

D'bator is in the hizzle. ahhh today was the bacc mass and that was a good one. it was organized and ms D's speech was great. it was like she was teaching science and eng all at one time. my dad was so into it. after the mass he told me how she was talking about einstein's theories and how he learned all the stuff she was saying. i really don't mind my height during events like these. i get the best seats ever and in the class pic im smack dab in the middle front. woop woop. man. eillen made me cry before taking the big class composite. what a meanie...a fatty meanie. sometimes im such a girl..but hey its graduation time..whaddya expect?! ahhh all these friendships i've made are going to be a little different later on....boohoo. wah wah wah. ill stop. this is making me depressed. but anyway. on sat is graduation and i cannot wait. our family is eating at il fornaio. were too lazzy to cook. ahhh ok im sleepy and i have to wake up early for the beach tomorrow.